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I curse my heart's disgust,
my thoughts caving in,from a hundred feet from the cliff,
into the abyss i yearn to fall.

Like a flowing drain of pain,
I drench in the rain ,
my thoughts and memories all gone,
I lose me in the moors of plain disgust.

I hate the long wait,
on my face I have a paint,
thro my mask none cares to ask,
about all those tears that are forever gone.

I cry all alone in my oblivion,
in my mirror I see a minion,
the pain in my heart rips me apart,
from this life I wish to depart.

I don't blame you for all my reasons,
for what I did must have felt like a treason.
In your life thats an everchanging season,
just think I was there all without a reason